Wow! 4 months of drama and confusion! its all getting resolved though.

new friends. different people. different person. year n a half boyfriend break-up. new guy. hatred. back with mark. hurt feelings. cheerleading. junior.going too fast. losing touch. family issues. #1 FORGOTTEN! hurts the worst. 16 soon....finally..2 months....oh god...still far away! ahhh.....

kate.... one word..... HAH!!!!

kay....FLORIDA ohhh yeah!

mark.... FLORIDA also....cant wait to be in paradise with you!  

Here's my sweethearts dress.....I absolutely ADORE it!!!!!

Its been like 19 days sincs ive updated.......not been in the best mood.......not everything is going like i would like it to be going....seems like everything is falling apart well maybe b/c it is.........me n mark are great(as usual)....it seems like i only have 1 thing left thats going good but it seems like everyone is trying to the best they can to try to make me lose that.....but everything else just sucks....guess im going to have to get used to it for a while......in a while everything will be fine, i will make sure of it! In your life, God makes you go through hard times and challenges just to see how strong you are.......ive been strong the whole time but i never thought he wouldve put me through this! Everything will get better! God gives you bits and pieces which sometimes dont make sense but then when you get through all of them, then they all add up to be something wonderful......we might not see why he lets us be put through really hard times but everything happens for a reason, sometimes you'll find out later and sometimes you will never know.........

......God's greatest gift to us is.....unanswered prayers!!!......